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♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008
sweet little things
im recovering, slowly.
and im glad asthma didnt caught up on me, for once!
staying home for the day sure does help.
and definitely,
the love, care & concern from my dearest people;
helped keep the flu bug away (:
im sorry that the stubborn girl still refuses to see the doctor.
thanks to:
twinnie dear
jeff
huiying
suern
hazm
stacy
donal
chuenkiat
kongaik
matherine
joanna
belinda
rendall
this is not showing off,
and it might not mean anything to the people mentioned above.
but it does mean a lot to me,
even the smallest thing like "get well soon" or "take care".
thanks folks.
loved; 12:29 PM
♥ Monday, July 28, 2008
i need a great warm hug
OFFICIALLY SICK
(since a week ago...)
the flu bug has really caught on me,
but im glad diarrhoea is over and done with.
final examinations are around the corner,
and i havent started on anything.
attachment at some industrial building that cannot be found over the net,
oh crap.
i think im in deep shite.
loved; 9:20 AM
♥ Thursday, July 24, 2008
you are pathetic, really.
uber pissed by this group of people on the bus ride home
i guess they do not know basic courtesy - DO NOT BADMOUTH/GOSSIP IN THE PRESENCE OF YOUR VICTIM!
and come on, stop thinking so highly of yourself.
(the rest of content shall be kept private, cos it can be quite ugly.)
im amazed that you people are in my school,
totally off standard.
go get a life;
and i really do pity your relationships with your families.
(they could actually brag in public about how sucky it is?)
Labels: ugly people
loved; 6:55 PM
♥ Wednesday, July 23, 2008
OH MY GOSH!
check out the angel, connie talbot with "i will always love you".
if this is amazing enough for you,
check out charice pempengco's rendition of the same song.
she's my new love!
nobody beats her, not even whitney houston (:
Labels: (:, amazing, charice pempengco
loved; 11:50 PM
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you dont know me, cos i dont either.
im tired of things going around.
i'll just do what im suppose to do, give it my best;
as long i dont let the people down, and especially myself.
i do not care what anyone else out of the picture feels.
since i've already taken it on, it will not stop halfway (:
"give up" does not exist in my dictionary.
congratulations to kelly & rastus for clinching second runner-up for Mr. & Ms. BA Vogue :DD
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it's like a swing,
full of ups and downs.
when it goes up, you thought you were almost touching the sky,
but it was never gonna happen.
(no matter how hard you try)
i never know how much my mood/feelings can contradict in a day......
Labels: random, stay strong
loved; 9:39 PM
♥ Monday, July 21, 2008
in pain.
i guess i should stop being a nice friend for once,
it's not doing my ankle any good.
i am getting injured again and again
but i dont wanna turn crippled ):
had been running around to the rescue of my friends,
and it's causing my ankle quite some trouble these days.
pardon me, people.
if i am not as nice, until my ankle gets better (:
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- to smile again.....
Labels: ):
loved; 11:03 PM
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so you think you can read mind (:
i love love love the song i posted (:
and i guess i have been in such a situation quite often.
but i dont think im as brave.
come to think of it, nobody in the world knows if i like anyone at anytime.
it applies to all my past relationships;
they just happen.
to people around me, it could just seem like out of the blue.
call me the coward, im never expressive.
and i guess i hide things pretty well (:
boyfriend to be (not refering to anyone at the moment),
you'll need to work really hard.
i guess i need someone confident enough,
do not attempt to guess how i feel (:
i repeat, this does not serve as a hint to anyone.
quit guessing!
(like i say, you'll NEVER know if i like anyone)
loved; 12:24 AM
♥ Saturday, July 19, 2008
it's music.
i was surfing youtube & i came across this song again.
it was one of my favourites, and still is.
i shall ATTEMPT to translate for my dearest readers.
Dai Ailing - Ai Le Jiu Zhi Dao (Know it after falling in love)
睡的不多 可是梦却好多
sleepless nights, but many dreams
有什么紧紧塞在我的胸口
there's something always on my mind
像酸甜的苹果 又像会飞的气球
the bittersweet feeling, and the thought of losing you
我常常想你想到泪流
thinking of you just makes me cry
每天不同 这关系太难受
this relationship is ever changing and torturous
偶尔像情人又像是好朋友
sometimes we're like friends, and sometimes lovers
心悬在半空里 面带着微笑忧愁
it caught me hanging mid-air, no idea to laugh or cry
会安全降落或摔得很疼痛
and i dont know if i would fall in place safely or get hurt all over
感情被懂得是一种幸福
to know how you feel will be happiness
等待着被懂得是一种孤独
and waiting to be understood is lonesome
越来越不能忍受你的暧昧模糊
i cannot tolerate this ambiguous relationship any longer
我要我要我们都一样的投入
i want us both together
不必先祷告 爱了就知道
you dont have to pray, you'll know it after falling in love
一用了真感情 会留下回忆变成美好
as long as you put your heart in, it'll leave us good memories
不想管警告 爱了就知道
you dont need to take those precautions, you'll know it after falling in love
感受所有的过程才重要
being in the process is all that matters
身为男人你不要 比我胆子还要小
as a guy, you should have the courage
有感觉就该让我知道
to let me know how you really feel
sorry for the lousy translation
as long you roughly get what the song is trying to say (:
i'll put up the song soon.
it's a super duper powerful song!
loved; 7:40 PM
♥ Tuesday, July 15, 2008
SHOO EMO BUG.
these two days have not been good for me.
i dont know why, but i feel uber crappy :/
everything just seem wrong.
it could be due to stress or i dont know, emoness?
i wonder why, but i am still joking/laughing/smiling in school
and i dont know what i am really feeling inside.
friends, please bear with my crazy mood the next few days
and please be nice.
this girl is currently feeling fragile, so handle with care (:
Labels: ):
loved; 10:12 PM
♥ Monday, July 14, 2008
you know you love US !
here's some photos from act bazaar (:
ba_comm sure do love to camwhore.
and the act cute spamming starts, again.
to end off the day after all the wonderful act performance, jet stunts & fireworks.
loved; 7:27 PM
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I'VE BEEN TAGGED.
i was tagged by yijun to do this, i think?
but i shall not tagged anyone (:
do it if you want.
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
it's definitely saddening but i'll give him my blessing and leave immediately (:
#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
when my one & only appears.
#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
anywhere, with the people i love.
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
what matters is now.
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
if i was gonna list, it will be really long. but that does not mean my one & only would need to be anywhere close to it (:
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loved by someone, definitely.
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
it depends who the someone is. it's usually months, before i decided to let go.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
love him all the same, but im even happier that he found his love.
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
tons, but i have lovely people to back me up. (you know who you are.)
#10. What do you want most in life?
happiness.
#11. What do you think is the worse situation in love..?
when it's so near yet so far.
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
the same old me or better (:
#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
one & only has yet shown himself. but i love my parents, twinnie, ba_comm, beattyclique (:
#14. What type of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
yijun - pretty cute & nice laydee.
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
i havent thought of it before.
#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
a dog.
#17. What is one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
stupid things, obviously.
#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
typical scorpio, average looking, needs love, stubborn, emotional and the list goes on.
#19. What do you define as a bad day?
when things do not seem right.
#20. If you were to die tomorrow, what would you do today?
give all my loved ones a hug, find a lonely spot & let my life fade away silently.
loved; 6:45 PM
♥ Saturday, July 12, 2008
you shine (:
was home not so long ago (:
BA_COMMunications had an external acting event for a no smoking campaign bazaar @ woodlands civic center!
WELL DONE ACT TEAM, you guys were greeeeat !
(glenn, ruslan, derek, darrenng, evonne, hazm, matherine, ziqe, jingyi, darrenlim, zijian, yaowei, kongaik & jeff) - hopefully i didnt miss out anyone.
nadia & ben were there to host the entire event
weixuan did the wonderful job for sounds
(thanks nehneh, for the great job in our skit too!)
suern, qingfu, boonchin, samanthaheng, xingxian came to support as well (:
some of us went to city hall to hang around before heading to the waterfront for a spot to catch the fireworks.
(glenn, ruslan, jeff, derek, samanthaheng, xingxian, samanthathen)
the jetplanes were oh so cool,
and the fireworks were dead gorgeous & beautiful.
i wanna see it again and again and again!
head on to more hanging around doing nothing & late dinner after the girls left.
my day has been super good even though everyone's tired.
and i feel the love once again <3
loved; 11:14 PM
♥ Wednesday, July 09, 2008
it's a brand new start
today is a day i can call for a celebration (:
i've gotten over my past !
the moment i deleted all my messages, was the moment i really let you go.
this doesnt go out to just my past relationship,
it's also friendship that went wrong.
i hope you get your happily ever after.
as regards to my random thoughts yesterday,
please do not try to interpret in your own way.
it is just some thoughts i gather out of seeing relationships happening around me
i repeat, IT'S NOT ABOUT ME.
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and random thought of today is,
if my friend & i were to fall for the same person,
i will make sure my friend gets the guy, no other girls (:
i remember that happening to me before.
and i make sure they got together (:
even if theres like another girl out there who likes the guy,
i'll be there on my friend's side until they are together.
loved; 10:31 PM
♥
behind those eyes
i hope the bad & tough times are over.
cos im so sick & tired, i dont even feel like moving on.
i lost my motivation for everything.
emo bug, please leave.
i know how contagious you can be,
and i dont want you to affect the people around me.
torture me and no one else, if you have to.
random thoughts of the day:
i dont like ambigious feelings.
it's just a yes or a no.
Labels: ):
loved; 12:27 AM
♥ Sunday, July 06, 2008
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW I DO.
a week full of ups & downs.
it feels like an uber longggg week :/
had been home really late everyday this week.
has been in school since early morning,
staying back for ba_comm events,
late dinner with ba_comm.
thats how i spent my weekdays.
sounds boring?
hell no.
I LOVE MY PEOPLE (:
even on a saturday (yesterday), i was back in school for my singing event audition.
went out with derek, jeff, kongaik, glenn, evonne for movie @ the grand cathay.
it's a boy girl thing is super freaky friday kind of storyline,
but it's pretty funny (:
walked our way to hang out @ esplanade when derek decided he should go home.
the rest of us hung around until the next morning for the first bus back
(except that evonne cabbed off halfway through)
thanks people for tolerating my emo crap.
i cant give you more than all the love i have.
was at andy's place for the first time.
had super loads for dinner, so you know i was probably eating like a crazy monster.
and i dont like doing that in front of my 2 sister-inlaws.
cos they are super duper skinny :/
my efforts of eating so much was flushed down the toilet soon after dinner.
then the cycle repeats itself - starts eating again.
Labels: (:, bacomm, family, love
loved; 9:15 PM
♥ Saturday, July 05, 2008
without you, where will i be?
i am not going to blog about unhappy stuffs
cos if you're my true friend, you would have already know.
another reason being, it's not worth keeping as memories (:
thanks to all who were there for me in these rough times.
glenn
huiying
jeff
taolian
yeesiong
kongaik
suern
jerrold
leonardi
edison
hazm
you know i love you. <3
i might not be here right now, if it wasnt for you guys!
thanks for being there, as a friend.
i couldnt have done it without you (:
thanks for believing in me.
Labels: (:
loved; 2:41 AM
♥ Friday, July 04, 2008
EFFING THING.
I FEEL LIKE SHITE.
and if you feel you contributed to this, back off.
but you'll see me very soon.
im not THAT nice to the extent to let you get away with crap.
Labels: ):
loved; 12:45 AM
